Imposter or Humble…??

I have been fortunate enough to recently qualify for the Ironman70.3 World Championships. I did this at a race where I had major issues, culminating in an hour and a half in the medical tent and IV rehydration. No, this is not a boastful post. After I had recovered, I made my way to the awards ceremony and given my finishing place and the number of slots available I qualified. What’s interesting is that my emotions were less of elation and more of feeling like an imposter. I had every reason in my mind as to why I don’t belong in this group.

I challenge myself in these emotions, trying to understand if this feeling is one grown out of the importance of humility in leadership or a lack of confidence? Humility is so important to our ability to grow; it enables us to listen to and process feedback so we can evolve and become our next selves. However, what I am learning is that there is a fine line between humility and confidence. Having stepped over that line (again) I am working to rationalize my inner chatter so I can grow.

I’d love your thoughts…